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You won't ever know how much I love you.
` Cause you won't give me a chance to show you. <3

one boy, one girl,
two hearts«33, their world
time goes by
secrets r i s e `

you're the brightest star in a
pocketful of skies.my colored picture
in a world of black and
white. as you walked into the
room I kissed my heart goodbye

because screwing up takes practice
& i'm well rehearsed . <3 `*

we [b r o k e u p] and let go
i miss you a lot, and i need to let you know
i`m still in love with you
so ,, please take me back
cause you`re my world
and everything i lack </3

all rise. stand up.
you're guilty.. fess up.
you left me there.
simply waiting.
i hope you`re happy.
my heart is breaking.
it`s all over.
it`s all your fault.
& now, you`ll face it.
in this love court.

this may never start. we could
f
     a
l
     l
apart.
& i`d be your memory..

stop falling..
you have enough bruises on
that poor heart of yours.

sometimes I feel that [( nobody )]
else in this world could really be
feeling what I am.  I now feel broken
inside & all I know is that, it truly
hurts.

&& i can`t help but wonder
   if he`s figured it outt

& all she wants to be is the "i love you" in his profile.<3

i miss you so much. your voice.. your touch.
but most of all, i miss how i felt when youu
hugged me. i want it all back..

she doesn't deserve you..
although no-one ever said i did either.

it`s hard to forgive
    if youu just can`t forgett

baby, it breaks my heart to think that loving me
is not easy to do. & i don`t mean to make it hard.
i`m sorry for all the changes i`ve put you through.
& it`s hard to believe, after everything, you`re
still here. right beside me.

i watched you die
i held youu cry..
everyu night in your sleep..

i hate yOu aNd
tHeN ii lOve y0u ...
iits liike ii want t0o'
thr0w u off a cliff
then rush t0o the
b o t t o m '

seems like just yesterday .. you were a*
a part of me` i used to stand so tall, i
used to be so strong`your arms around
me tight, everything it felt (( so right ))'
u n b r e a k a b l e.` like nothin could go
wrong. now i can't breathe,` no, i can't
sleep.` i'm barely hangin on ..
here i am, once again, i'm t o r n into pieces

           being around you - makes me feel like
              for once in my life , i d o n't have to try to be
          happy it just  h a p p e n s

m i S e r y _ l O v e s _ m E < / 3

I'll be s m i l i n g when I see you
The tears won't even show
I know I will always love you
And yet you'll never know<33

| she cries without a tear shed |
< she lives without a soul >
+she curses the one she loves+
{ for everything he stole }

it's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye,
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
it's funny how forever never seems to really last,
it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
it's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down,
it's funny how when you need someone they're never around.
it's funny how people change and think they`re so much better,
it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
it's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it's funny how one night can contain so much regret.
it's funnyain how ironic life turns out to be,
but the funniest part of all, none of that's funny to me

Nothing was PERFECT
Nothing was TRUE
Nothing was SPECIAL
Until I met -YOU-

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To see you hurt
To see you cry
Makes me weep
And wanna die
To never fight
It wouldn't matter
Who's wrong or right
If a broken heart
Needs a mend
I'll be right there
To the end
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears
Don't you worry
Let go of your fears
Hand in handLove is sent
We'll be friends
Till the end

we`ve always been tighter than tight
best friends forever, mhmm that`s rightt
we share clothes, and makeup, and brainwaves too
i don`t know where i`d be without youu!
^dediicated <3

you can add me to the list
of broken hearts</3 you`ve collected

want me or you dont..you'll love me
or you wont -- make up your mind its
now or never..i'll tell you right now,
i'm not waiting forever <3

iiT`S KiiNDA HARD WiiTH YOU NOT AROUND
BUT ii KNOW YOUR iiN HEAVEN, SMiilIING DOWN

someday someone's gonna come along
and put the pieces of my heart back together.
I'm just worried about the one little piece that
they're not going to be able to find, the one that
makes the puzzle complete, the one that you took
the day you walked away.

i`d trade all my tomorrows
for one yesterday </33

just because her eyes don`t tear
doesn`t mean her heart doesn`t
cry. and just bacause she comes
off strong, doesn`t mean there`s
NOTHiNG WRONG_____x/3

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well.. wow.. thank you guys sooo much for commenting <3

heres todays post..

do you ever wake up from a really good dream &
just try to get back to sleep? or.. do you have the
flu and promise yourself that you`ll appreciate
normal so much more if you could just get back to
it? that`s the way i feel. i just want things to go back
to the way they were..
`+ onetreehill<3

what you said to me late last night, i`ll
remember for the rest of my life.<3 *

there`s no such thing as a perfect guy. i think it would
be strange if someone was absolutely everything you
always wanted.. because then, there`d be no challenge
`+ jessicaalba<3

let`s play truth or dare.
or, just dare. because nobody
ever really tells the truth anymore.

i just want to let you know, that i`ve been [ fighting ]

to let you go. some days, i`ll make it through. & then
there`s those nights that never seem to end. i wish that
I could believe.. that there`s a day you`ll come back to
me.. but still, i have to say.. i would do it all again..
just want you to know.

& as she stared into her reflection in the mirror,
she wiped away her tears as she whispered to

herself, [ he`s all i ever wanted ] <3

you are the one who is always in my head.
you`re the one i dream of.  you`re the one
i think of as i lay in bed. you`re the one i *
love. & there`s nobody else in this   world
that i`d rather be with.. but you. 

she found out his secret.
& her life fell apart.

is there a sign on my back that says
break my heart?

DRAMA is something
girls create out of JEALOUSY

there are moments in my life
that i`m always going to remember
not because they were important,
but because youu were there. <33

after all is said and done,
i still think you`re amazing
i still cherish every moment
i spent with youu & every
smile youu brought to my face
i`ll forever be thankful that someone
like youu was brought into my life
even if it had to be taken away too soon
see, youu were my miracle, youu were
my fairy tale i got to live.

don`t count the days
make the days count

if youu were a tear drop in my eye
for the fear of losing youu, i would
*  N  E  V  E  R   ++   C  R  Y  *

one SONG can spark a moment
one FLOWER can wake a dream
one TREE can start a forest
one BIRD can herald spring
one SMILE brings a friendship
one HANDCLASP lifts a soul
one STAR can guide a ship at sea
one WORD can frame a goal
one VOTE can change a nation
one SUNBEAM lights a room
one CANDLE wipes out darkness
one LAUGH can conquer gloom
one STEP must start each journey
one WORD must start each prayer
one HOPE will rise our spirits
one TOUCH can show you care
one VOICE can speak with wisdom
one HEART can know what`s true
one LIFE can make a difference
you see.. it's up to » you «

when youu want something

youu never had’ youu gotta

do some things youu never

did

..& i`m sorry I gave up easily

I just don`t have the strength

to go on anymore. i`m sorry

I just wanna call him up and be like
"Take it or leave it" -- but I'm afraid to
because I have a feeling he'll leave it
because he doesn't need me as much as I need him..

I know what it feels like to want to die, how it hurts to smile,
how you try to fit in, but you cant. how you hurt yourself on
the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside ..

he gets his pleasure
from my pain - - .

Him:I can`t wait to go to sleep.
Her:Tired?
Him:Nope.
Her:Oh..okay.
Him:I just love my dreams.
Her:What are they about?
Him:You.

&& even though I remind myself that we'll
probably never be together, I still won't let
myself f a l l for anyone else <3

"When I Date other people,
I compare them to you,
but there`s no comparison"

<3-Laguna Beach

Landon: Do you love me?
Jamie: hmm..
Landon: Then will you do something for me?
Jamie: Anything
Landon: Will you marry me?
(A walk to remember)

sorry guyss this ones kinda short.. too much going onn.. but i`ll make it up to you next time with a big long update.. toodles!

p.s. don`t forget to submit quotes.. they really help

heres todays post

love is all that i need
and i`ve found it there in your heart
it isn`t that hard to see
we`re in [ h e a v e n ]

but the night came down & swept us away.. & the stars,
they seemed to paint the most elaborate scene today.

there's a part of me that wishes all my dreams
would come true. & another part of me that prays
that i`ll wake up one morning, & be over you.

the only thing worse than not knowing
is you thinking that i don't know.

.. cause i`ll keep singing this lie if you keep believing it.

when i wanted you, i was afraid to lose you,
now that i have you, it seems like i am afraid to want you
- - - » made by ME! ©

there`s no such thing as a perfect guy. i think it would
be strange if someone was absolutely everything you
always wanted.. because then, there`d be no challenge
`+ jessicaalba<3

she said: "you're a loser."
he replied: "but i'm your loser."

I hope that love she gave you, was just enough to
save you.  You nearly broke my heart: just look at
what you`re tearing apart.
 allamericanrejects<3

my heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury.
or wear as jewelery. whichever you prefer..
`+ dashboardconfessinal<3

ok, so let me get this straight.
you've loved me all along?
what made you hesitate
to tell me with words
what you really feel?
i remember so long ago..
see, i felt the same way.
now we both have separate
lives & lovers.
insignificantly enough,
we both have significant lovers.

l o v e «3 leaves a memory that no one
can steal.  but it also leaves a heartache
that no one can heal.. *

it`s hard to say i miss you
since you`ve been gone its not the same

in my head there`s only you now . . < 3

                             Im gonna smile when I wanna cry
                                `act happy when I wanna die
                          `laugh out loud when I’m feelin blue
                              `& I wont let it bother me when
                                     `I see her with you </3 !!

you wanna see how much i love you
go outside when its raining && catch
the drops - the ones you catch is how
much you love me && the ones you miss
is how much [ i love you ] !!

she keeps telling herself over & over again,
"i dont want him, she can have him"
even though she wants him more than anything </3

we're so much more than friends,
yet so much less than lovers

I think I noticed when things started to change.
The hugs were quicker, the phone calls shorter
and they weren't every night. We didn't hurry
to the place where we said we'd meet.
The 'I love yous' felt more like a forced, daily routine,
and really had no meaning. When we saw each other,
the smiles weren't as bright, or as big.
Our thoughts weren't only of each other.
We seemed uninterested, we felt unloved.
We had too many doubts!!

nobody understands how much i miss you.
how much we used to talk and miss all the things
we used to do. i try not to admit it to myself that
i still feel this way. nobody knows that i still wake
up thinking of you each day. i still think of you, and
i really do miss you. i would give up everything that i
have, to be everything we`re not.                  </3

forget when he said he`d never leave.
remember, he`s gone forever now.

you don`t even have to say a word.
silence means just as much to me, just
as long as [ y o u ` r e h e r e ]   x3

&& i`m melting in your eyes

i never caught my breath - »
every second i`m without y o u
i`m a mess ___________«33
``'..The used

i always wonder what you`re thinking when your eyes meet mine...

They say "time goes by when your having fun",
but I can't seem to have fun without you.

love is like a mountain--
hard to climb, but once you get
to the top, the view is beautiful <3

i HopE yOu DoN`T brEaK mY hEaRt
aS faSt aS yOu HeaLeD iT *

its funny, how that one person
you thought you could never love,
ends up being the love of your life <3

well thats about it.

comment if you like it & want more <333

hello. heres another post for today

- he makes me (¯`v´¯) -.
¦      » laugh  «    `v´        ¦
¦ when i dont even . . .     ¦
¦      . . . want to . . .         ¦
' - - - - - - » smile ...  « - '

do you ever wish you could
go to the best memory of your
life :: and l i v e i t f o r e v e r

sometimes the [[ haRdEsT ]] things to let go of
are the things we [[ nEvEr ]] really had ___«/3

i love you more than i love myself -<3

she'll says she hates you, she'll say she
never loved you. she'll say doesn't ever,
want you back but deep down inside  `'
the only possible way she could mean -
this is if her fingers we're crossed __ <3

 so its like.. i want to tell you
    but i dont want you to know ..

you know you're in love when
you wanna tell everyone about it,
even when they haven't asked .. <3

m i n d * racing ; k n e e s * shaking.
stomach [dropping] ; heart stopping.
tounge_____`tied ; eyes______wide.
i just can’t get you off my mind

it's kind of like he's one
of those songs that goes around
& around in your head, & you
just can`t get it out..

truth is, ive never fallen so HARD...<3

slow things down or speed them up
not enough or way too much_<33

i`ll wait for you, but i can`t wait forever </33

you might not always end up where you're heading,
but  you'll always end up where you're meant to be <3

i've listened to this song a million times but i never
get tired of it because it reminds me of you <3

 my heart can`t possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with <|3

people say hate is a strong word,
but so is love && people throw it
around like it's nothing <3

when  you look inside a girl's heart,
you'd see how much she really cries.
you will find secrets hidden. best friends
&& lies. but what you'll see the most is
how hard it is to stay strong when nothing
is right && everything is completely wrong <|3

me without you is like ;;
a shoe without laces.
a nerd without braces. 
asentencewithoutspaces <3

iN My EyEs yOuR ThE [OnLy] oNe FoR Me            
[yOu aNd i WeRe MeNT To bE]..
yOuR [iN My ThOuGhTs]&[iN My DrEaMs]
[My LoVe]...[My LiFE]...[My EveRyThiNg]

yOu knOw yOu lOve sOmeOne
when yOu want them tO be happy
even if their happiness means
*-y O u r nOt p a r t Of i t-*

ihatethatiloveyou</3

tonight, i`ll stand in the light
so you can count the tears
that fall from my eyes
its ok, i`ll be alright
my <3 cant get any worse

as i layed there in your arms,
ii drew the letters 'i love you'
on your back, thinking you
weren`t paying attention, then
you turned around and said
' ii l O v e  y O u  t O o '

i`m a tear && i`ve been here b4
i know her perfumed fingers  i
know the cold cold  floor. every
time you  leave  her ;; every time
you don`t  call  when she can`t
help herself, it`s my job to fall

i guess you could say i love you.
well maybe i love you.
well, maybe i love you a little.
well, maybe i love you way too much.

lockmeinsideyourheart
andthrowawaythekey <3

seems like just yesterday. you were a part of me.
i used to stand so tall –> I used to be so strong.
your arms around me tight and e v e r y t h i n g it felt so right
unbreakable like nothing could go wrong

i'd rather spend one minute holding you
than the rest of my life knowing i never could <3

he comes with the x
i come with the o
he loves me not
i. l o v e. h i m. s o

nO matter how many times
you see that `shooting star
no matter how many 4 leaf
clovers you've picked
there will never be enough coins
thrown in that fountain + all
those crossed fingers ; yeah
there worthless. if its meant
to be: everything will happen
on its own

those feelings that` are the most painful
are those ones that nobody can explain
no quote can describe.. '& no tears or
smiles can make them go away.*they're
the ones that hurt the deepest the`ones
that last the longest & take F0REVER to
forget about

please just don`t p l a y w i t h m e . . x o O
my paper heart<33 will bleed _______</3

     dear diary:
       every day it gets a little worse.
   i don`t know how much more i can take.
will ii ever be okay agaiin?

no camera could ever capture
   the look in her eyes
and the feeling in her heart
   as she looks at him.

i`ll pull myself together
just to fall apart once more

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6 eprops? love love love it! heres your post. i might just post more later

i don`t think you have any idea
what i would give just to be with you

i`m not a {perfect} person
there`s many things i wish i d i d n ` t d o
but i -continue- learning
i n e v e r meant to do these things to you

you just have to go after what
You want & if it doesnt want U
back then So be it;    It doesn't
Deserve You Anyways

 You know that boy, You can never -
gett outta your head? The one that  `*
    seems to relate to EVERYTHiNG you
 do Every song, every word? The one
that at the mention of his name, your
   entire face LiGHTS UP? The one that
has full capacity to break your heart??
                  YEAHH -- THATS Y0U

Trapped behind these eyes,
is a person you'll never see,
the things i'll never say,
the girl i'll never be,
i keep her locked away,
never to be found,
you'll never hear from her,
not a word, not a sound,
so dont you ever tell me,
to open up my eyes,
because the person hidden behind them,
is the person i most dipise.

the worst is over - - - *
-you can have the best of me

thats what you get for falling again, you can
n e v e r  g e t  h i m  o u t t a  y o u r  h e a d «3

cause youre [ EVERYWHERE ] to me
&& when i close my eyes, its [ Y0U ] i see

she    wanted    something   else  ...  something  different.
something   more  ...  passion   and   romance,   perhaps.
or maybe  quiet  conversations in  candlelit   rooms  ;;  or
maybe, it was something as simple as not being second.

no one can ever promise you
that they will never hurt you
cause at times it will happen..
the real promise is if its worth
all of the pain in the end

it`s time to say it
          time to say it
    g o o d b y e, g o o d b y e

It's hard to wait around for something that you know
might never happen,but it's even harder to give up
when you know it's everything you want. (<3) 

        behind my smile is a hurting heart
          behind my laugh, i`m falling apart.
       look closely at me and youu will see.
              the girl i am .. isn`t me.

bOy i  feel sOrry fOr yOu 
there was a girl that would
have  dOne anything fOr   
yOu...she might nOt be the
prettiest  Or the  smartest
but i can gurantee that she
wOuld've  given yOu the   
        -- >w o r l d x3

 
 somehow ; you always end up
 running through my head ; dont
 ask me why  ` after all the lies i
 don't even know why i still care
 ..but somehow i just Can't let go
 maybe its the thought of .y.o.u.`
 coming back /one\ day. but you
 better Have a clue and realize.'*
 i have feelings too. _xO It`s not
 always just about        you ;*;*;*

cant you see i want you by the way i push you away
dont judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions, do it all for your reactions
hey hey get tangled up in me <333

CoNStaNtLy CryInG.. NeVeR knOwiNg wHat tO dO
iTs LikE i WaNNa bE iN LovE, buT i juSt DonT knOw wiTh WhO

baby you`re all that i want
when you`re lying here in my *arms*
i`m {finding} it hard to believe
we`re in heaven <33

hope for the best´&& expect
the worst ;; life isn`t a movie ;;
it's all  »u n r e h e a r s e d *

   i love you in big ways,
i love you in small ways
            i love you this minute,
    *i love you always*

I   really    never   wanted    anything
but to be your ----»» [ . everything . ]

 i never thought i could sing in the rain without fear
  i never thought i'd be alone without you near
i never thought i could feel like someone new
  i never thought about love ------>until i met u

i`ll weigh you d
                       o
                      w
                       n && watch you choke.

                                                   the only thing you'll get
                                                         is t h i s   c u r s e  on your lips:
                                                      i hope  they taste of me forever

unless u can see insiide my heart,
theres nO way u cOuld possiibly
understand h0w [ he ] makes me feel «3

youmayseemestruggle
butyoullneverseemefall«33

heRe i aM-»oNcE agAin
i`m ToRn inTo piEceS
 Can`T deNy iT cAn`t pRetEnD
   juSt ThoUghT yOu WerE thE onE
broKeN uP, dEEp inSidE
buT yOu wOn`t GeT tO sEe tHesE tEarS i CrY
       bEHinD tHeSe HazeL eYeS

i`m gunna smile like nothings wrong;
talk like everything`s perfect
act like its just a dream
and pretend nothings hurting me <3

thats all for now! comment for more <3